Hello to all
To those wondering; God has seen fit to delay my court case once again. It was scheduled for Fri, Jan 17 but on Tuesday I received a notice that the court rescheduled it for Feb 7. I don’t know why. I am only surviving by the grace of God and by the knowledge that He has me in His hand. He is in control, not me. Even though I know and accept this fact it does not help me with the stress and depression this case causes nor the feeling of not having closure that the constant delays ... moreHello to all
To those wondering; God has seen fit to delay my court case once again. It was scheduled for Fri, Jan 17 but on Tuesday I received a notice that the court rescheduled it for Feb 7. I don’t know why. I am only surviving by the grace of God and by the knowledge that He has me in His hand. He is in control, not me. Even though I know and accept this fact it does not help me with the stress and depression this case causes nor the feeling of not having closure that the constant delays causes. Additionally, I feel worthless as a human being. I continue to read Job, the weeping prophet who lost everything and had an argument with God over his condition. I think I understand Job’s position as I never did before; I pray I do not lose my temper with God or argue with His will but I can see why Job felt the way he did. Depression, anger, feelings of worthlessness etc definitely do make me do and feel things I never thought I would feel or think.
I keep praying Father God end this cycle of delays and finally ends this. Every day it continues I lose another part of myself both physically and mentally. Please continue to pray for me and my health.
CAA Lee P Leiby
Priory Of St Michael the Arch Angel
”Fides et Veritas“
